A person's love, I eventually was lost.

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I like him, know him from the moment the first two days, I knew I no longer belong to me alone, because I can not control their thoughts and hearts, always often can not help but feel bad for him, for He sad, weep for him ... ... I am concerned about all his, even if he did not know anything; but my love for him has always existed!

do not know when, beginning some people like him, and always with him, my heart began to become fragile, vulnerable, I will not cry because I'm always in front of others most strong, so I chose silence. He and the girl very close, and that girls often to his home. I do not know whether they get along, but all his neighbors to open two of them joke, so I just want to quickly put the ear Wushang, hiding in a quiet corner, at least not see the girl smile every time, because I will be sad!

fate so good at fooling people, ah, I eventually want to move house, so I can not hide hide, but can not escape! Have to admit that new home will give them more time together. I asked him, he said, recognize the dry sister. In fact, I knew he was lying to me, that moment I know he never belonged to me!

I became silent, no longer enthusiastic about anything, my heart every day thinking about him. I really do not understand that time he still so small, why he can so much interest? Silly ......................

I am not a narrow-minded girls, but for the love of the poor but seriously, always secretly to see him, and then find a reason with him. Sometimes I discover which girl he walked side by side, talking and laughing, I see will be very uncomfortable, because he never told me that, but the other girls are so good, and me. Even if a PCT no!

I often think about if between me and him, over and over again, countless fantasy, it was a perfect ending, one I use a lot of good pieces woven screen, met numerous times and only in exchange for all sorts of plot a happy ending [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], dream, he is still in his kingdom, did not exist in my world too! So there is no desire, but also lost the luxury ... ... there is only lonely, sad /

fact, happiness is not much I can stay quietly at his side concerned that he had enough to take care of him, As long as he simple greeting to sufficient, I would very, very happy, but it can not be done as a luxury, in one word, it is nonsense, because I've never been a ... ...

a blink of an eye, his high school exam and, to a new school repeat, I am still me, that loved his little girl, and he also has its own living environment, his side still have her there, I do not know They are not a relationship at that time, only that she was concerned about him. I'm jealous, I upset! Why can not I learn why I can not, and he went to the same school? The early period of his college time, I called to him, and now think had really should not call that number, the one that call me and I had lost him. too dark. Quietly down the face of bitter tears shed, I am a man hiding in the night alone against the wall, he licked the wounds alone, crying, pain in my heart there, who knows? The surface can do is make people smile to see see ...... so the distance between him and pulled away, even at the time of migration, the gradually lost the news!

The saddest thing is, he did not know anything? I had his QQ, also have a cell phone number, as I have been friends ever hurt feelings, and she told me that love is what will bite ................. ...

at his QQ, every day I have been waiting and excitement, waiting for his head lights, but he never did take the initiative to look for me online, even if it is not a simple then there is no simple expression, say it is simply lost his lie to ourselves in this way, every day I repeated the phrase is old toothless opening: Or you doing? pupil of the eye looking at the days gradually become dim!

I did not dare to expect anything, the reality is too cruel, I'm not silly, I know, in fact, he did not care about me, so I'm relieved look forward and hope. Can suddenly be a day, probably around 4:30 when he sent me a message: So long the first time he so concerned about me, ask me work? I cut down cigarette. . I really think I'm so happy, feeling the spring is coming. But I finally admits, but in fact he told me nothing, perhaps in his heart that we do not really even friends?

bird may belong to him, he might not have realized that life would be personally it is no longer the same. But when I met him realize that life was bleak, suddenly clear up. Only because of his appearance, gleaming I tried to protect it, but light is still faded. Disappeared on the way, I caught off guard, I would like to stay in this dream do not wake up. He said that sentence, the dream was broken, heart pain, his head a mess. I have tried to restore, but I know, I am unable to make it, all this becomes impossible. Thinking that one day we will be together, silly laughter, shouting loudly, which can only be a dream. Because he has gone away, I have no strength recovered.

broken heart, pain, and tears in the heart. No one to talk, can only be buried in the mind alone to bear. I do not want to let others see my weakness, my sadness, always quick to hide it. No one insight into all of this, including him. These he does not have to understand, but this years, no one can understand. -

Sometimes I think, and stubbornly insist on living in their own world, from the day he left me since, I know, maybe this off, not in the meet ... So, I is consoled himself, or long life will be very slow, slow to force people not to live. In those days he lost, all lost their color. I am like a lonely puppet, lost another puppet like a shadow, from no shows, will not move. Abandoned in the corner, gathering dust. In the loneliness of despair, sadness ... and then in desperation to keep his

I know he did not know what I want him, he does not know, I not forget him, along the four years, I'm used to waiting for him. accustomed to the loneliness he ...................... and now I have not forgotten him, and he still lives a day In my memory [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], lingering,

I still retained his third year review of the year according to the emoticons with us, even been 4 years, but in my private diary in that a few small photos of the poor, but the collection of still being intact, without the slightest fade, but between us it? Is not lost even with the friendship, and perhaps his life, never my man [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]! I smile ... ... but no tears.

time such as water, in a moment three years later, I still can not forget him, even though so many people chasing me, than he excellent, better than his condition than he looks handsome ... & hellip ; have had, but I like the possessed, as in my heart that only he is my prince! I often wonder, am I being a witch's magic with the body, why he is not fit! I put down the dignity and put down a stubborn and lost the so-called personality, but only that he does not fit, just a man of his ... ... a feeling of not ending!

If you already have a heart of human existence, and so long, you will find that no longer fit in the deepest corner of another person, perhaps this is the greatest tragedy of a woman! Today, I am still single, my friends asked me why so stubborn, I smile, silence, and then replaced a topic, no one sees the pain in my heart for other people's views: that I am silly Ye Hao, worth mentioning that I am stupid, I already do not mind, as I waited for you for so many years, as can a number of adolescent girls in three years?

now, I still can not fool myself, I love him, from the bottom of my heart's like to live in can not control a person's love, I eventually was lost.

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